Today was not a great day in our little house, Kaylynn had a little bit of a meltdownthis morning,needless to say we did not get to go to our playdate. For some reason this
morning she wanted her daddy and no one else. Eric is never off on Tuesdays, but Kaylynn
thought he should have been. Kaylynn is allot like her daddy, in fact I joke that she is really Eric's child. I am not sure what happened to make her wake up screaming for her
daddy, but it most have been terrible. She loves her daddy;like every little girl, but they
have this bond that Kaylynn and I do not share. I am sure that it a daughter-daddy thing and
mommy just doesn't get it. It makes me wonder if I ever had that bond with my own dad or my
grandfather. My dad and I were separated when I was five that's when my grandparents(my moms
parents) got rights to me after my mothers death. I really don't have many memeories
of those days, but I have allot of my moms friends who have been there for me over the years
to help me imagine what my mom and dad were like back then. I have several pictures of me and my
dad and I can see the same look in my eyes looking at him as Kaylynn gets when she looks at her
daddy. My dad and I do have a relationship now, there was allot of daddy-daughter time lost; but
we are working on getting to know each other again.
Goodnight all; See ya'll tomorrow
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